Ya so yesterday couldn't have ended better.... or should i say this morning for you normal people. i was up till almost 6 but it was soooo worth it. (sorry to those who knows what that means ;)) anyway starting at the begining. yesterday i was miserable. my sister came over and my hubby tried to say bye to everyone but we were all kinda focused on her (and i was still mad) well he was set to close. even when he knows i'm mad about something he still usually stays till close and comes home and tries to fix it later. well yesterday arround 830 i was loosing it i had cried like 5 times i was so mad at myself. the last reasoning was because i felt like i ruined tre's really cool art project it got water on it and splashed i felt horrible and was loosing it again. i had started water for my mac and cheese because i tend to eat alot when i'm upset (and it was supper time but still) and i'm standing in the kitchen and he comes walking through the door. drops everything and hugs me. of course i was loosing it again lol. but he said he was sorry and he wanted to fix it and he couldn't work another min knowing i was upset. ya romantic much!!!! sigh.... it was awsome.... we snuggled up on the couch (all 5 of us) and watched dancing with the stars together and then went and bathed the kids then went to bed..... ish ;) it was awsome... and of course today he has this freakishly long work day... which in a way is probably a good thing since i have homework and he's a HUGE distraction.....
yes i still feel chunky and lazy but i've learned today that part of the reason i've been unmotivated is because i'm not listening to my body when it tells me i'm pushing to hard or when i'm sick. but i started taking things slow and stretching so maybe that will help... we will see.
i miss tre... i know he's having fun but it drives me crazy that hes gone... its also erry quiet...:/ oh well he will be home soon so i can relax... :)
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